jealousy is the root of all

And he quote, "I am not jealous, I never been jealous, ngayon lang!!!!" ... Miguel Montenegro, You Changed My Life.....
So ironic isn't?

They say your relationship can be considered healthy and normal if once in a while you had a single misunderstanding or a fight to be exact. If makes your relationship more intimate and goes deeper.

This month is really heavy for us. We usually argue and fight for some petty things that in the end we agreed that those stuffs shouldnt be an issue at all. In the end, I ask myself, why I am feeling unsecure with him?

I am asking myself, is there something wrong with me? Am I too demanding for everything? Am I asking too much?

exciting night

After spending the whole day outside, we decided that he(my partner) will stay in our apartment. Though, my straight room mate was there. hahaha... Funny how we manage to pretend that we are just "friends". Well I just can't help it. We slept in a separate bed but holding our hands the whole night. Early at 5am, I was awaken by his kiss... While his eyes is looking to my room mate's bed.. hahaha... i love it... =)

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happy ending... storm is over... puta, nung makita ko sya.... wala na lahat ng inis at asar... really funny... the stiff and strong personality became a loving sheep... hahaha...

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will I stop believing that things will be good till the end?

the big Beer issue

and he quote, "Beer makes me relax...."

I always told him that moderate drinking is good. Just take a shot or a bottle or two is enough to satisfy your cravings... He told me last time that he haven't drinking for more than 3 months in a row. I said we can break that on our monthsary on the 30th. Well, obviously he cant wait for it.

Since last week, he's been drinking with his "friends". Choosing the bottles of SMB rather than staying in the classroom to take their Pharma class... "Drinking is okay", I said, "But you should know your limits, specially you're still studying and its weekdays". And yes. The asshole didn't listen... Really bullshit..

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how far should i go???

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i realized that doubts has a good side...=)