As we get along, I never thought that I will be in the situation of doubting my partner. Well that's my instinct. And based on my experience, my instincts never fails me..
Same sex relationships is halfheartedly accepted in the community. I know that falling in love with him is really prohibited. And I consider myself as one the hoping bi's all over the planet that someday my heart will be warmth by someone. Though I have him, I do not feel his existence. And this impression really drives me crazy.
I do not expect that whenever we go out, he will be affectionate. But I guess, I should whenever we hang out at my pad. Unfortunately it never happens in both situations. The reality of the word remains a dream. The lesson... DON'T EXPECT!!!
While writing this entry, he texted and asked if I ate my dinner. I told him not yet coz Im still thinking about my recent medical check-up. What I received is just a simple response, "Okay, bahala ka"... As soon as I digested the message, I totally lost my appetite.
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